tired of trying to 'fake'....

not always things are what they seem.... who is facing what in their life, n what they show on their face, may be totally different.... m nt here for preaching a perfect way of life, coz i myself have made mistakes, m nt really proud of.... m nt someone very comfortable with d dual-faced living..... जो है, चेहरे पर दिख जाता है.... bt d fear of getting hurt again, whether its becoz of people not being able to understand or make fun of u (coz of d way u r), is tryin to change me...askin me to act out my life, seeming cool when m nt.... n to hell with d world, i dont want to change.... n whenevr a feeling of havin 'almost given up' crawls back, i l try once more.....

when u couldn't be there.....

Not saying a thing doesn’t always denote strength...

Nor is strength denoted by staying alone for a length....

Not being there doesn’t always mean u didn’t care....

It could very well mean just another moment, when u couldn’t be there....

May be I expect a lot...

I may spend my entire life… revolving around a dot....

It may not matter, what I think....

'coz life runs its own course..... it'll move on in a blink...

But not striving wouldn’t always mean I’ve lost....

Nor would my desperation mean achievement at any cost...

I waited for the moment... for me, u would spare...

But may be, it was just another moment, when u couldn’t be there....

May be I over-react a lot...

Ruining my life... just over an answer, I sought....

It may not matter, now I realise...

'coz life runs its own course... it'll help me rise....

But not shedding a tear doesn’t always make me heartless...

Nor is my heart made of what they call, a 'just-another-mess'....

U never cared to respond..... But may be u still care....

And ya, it could be just another moment when u couldn’t be there....

Not facing a fear doesn’t always denote a move-on....

Nor a move-on denotes sleeping when it’s time to dawn...

It’s just a try to dare the world out there....

Knowing fully, there would be moments when u wouldn’t be there....